#110971 - I have women and people who look to me like I’m some god damn leader and when I figured I could use someone who would be able to advise me on how to handle shit I’m not even remotely close to understanding you pull this therapist bullshi…” My head is ringing, I don’t really know what happened but I can hear my Mom has her voice raised and while I’m still standing I’m not really sure where I am. “I can’t, I nearly killed you, I’m gonna get into so much trouble,” Devin babbles on his knees. “I don’t think you respect me,” I tell him fast and rambling,” I love you and trust you but I don’t think you respect me enough to let go so when I stand up for myself to you I get slapped in the face.